Reading through my old blog posts (which are locked up now), just remind me of how havoc was I in the past. But then again, it also reminded me how close was I to that clique that I always rely on whenever I met troubles - be it relationship, family, friendship or whatsoever.
You know, clique stands for a bunch of good friends always hanging out together (in my personal definition). I used to hangout with this clique, my favourite clique, when I was in secondary school. I met one of them when I was like sec1? He was like a brother to me, his name is WL. He asked me out whenever he was with his friends and that's how the rest of the clique slowly came into my life. All of them treated me like a little sister of theirs, forever there for me when I needed someone to vent anger, to cry to, or to listen to my rants. They're always the one who protect me and the one who taught me what's worth fighting for.
But things changes when we slowly drift apart. The journey of getting over the fact that I lost them was terrible. I looked upon them as my elder siblings, somehow. And I cried none stop when I realised that we drifted apart. Nonetheless, I still overcome it but it took me damn long. I used to have tons of pictures with them but they're all stored in my HP laptop which is what my dad's currently using. I don't get to see my dad often because he's working in JB. But memories are the best pictures that are always stored in my mind.
Thank god, last week Lf returned home and she invited us over to catch up. It was great, really great. Been two years since I last saw any of them, I missed them dearly. By knowing that their leading a good life now, ease my mind. Everyone is busy with their working schedule and Lf's busy with her two adorable kids. I thank god for their well doings. And know what. It was such a last minute decision of catching up at wee hours and it turns out good. Guess last minute decision always turns out better than planned.
Lastly, I wish you all, all the best for your upcoming future. Especially ZT. I waiting for your red bomb! Hahaha!
JSYX
- Jessie Syx
- I wished my heart was really a stereo, so you can listen my thoughts through every note.
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